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Can't Sleep

Ugh, my mind is going a mile a minute and I can't sleep! I hate when that happens! Especially when Curt isn't home! That's usually when it happens! :\

Lots of things going on, some changes, for the good, but kinda got surprised how they all came about...

Fathers Day was going ok for me, then it just hit me. I miss dad... I just love (NOT) how grief comes, when you least expect it. Since Sunday I haven't been able to get out of my "funk". That's what I call it. Because usually other things are going on at the same time, sometimes good, sometimes not, and then grief hits me, so I am down and out. I'm a wreck for a few days, just start crying....

Been having fun sitting outside and reading (yes, reading an ADULT book, one by Ted Dekker!!! :D) watching the munchkins play. They like to sit in front of the Japanese Maple and dig, well, not really dig, but they get dirty! I think they are making mud pies, or dirt pies since I won't let them turn the hose on, drag it out front and make some mud! So dirt pies it is for them! ;)

This is seriously a random post. Just one of those get some thoughts and feelings out...

The changes, will be good. I just remind myself that it's all in God's hands. He is looking at the bigger picture, while I am just sitting here looking at it one day at a time. The way it went about, it was a bit of a surprise, a little hurt, but it's all good. God's got this, I trust Him. Less stress for me, which means more time for my kids and cleaning! Whoo hoo on the cleaning part... NOT!! ;)

I really need to sit down and figure out what else I need for the kids for school next year! I can't believe that Skylar will be in kindergarten, Gavin in first and Kotah in fourth!!! YIKES!!! Where are my babies!! Thad can count to ten! It's crazy how fast, yet slow, the time has gone! ;)

I saw a friend post about her command central, and I am REALLY eager to try it! I just haven't had the time to put it all together! I think it will help a TON! :) Just need to get a few things for it, but then again, I may just figure it out with what I got! ;)

Ok, I think that is enough for now... Sorry, it's all over the place, but that's pretty much what I'm thinking. I know, I am weird, and I'm ok with that!

Better get some sleep, they will be up before I know it! I made up a batch of yeasty waffles I saw on a friends page, I hope I did it right! haha!!! ;) I want to get up in enough time to cook them for the kids before we have to get out for the day! :)

Good-nite!

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Jena said…
Mandy,
I love hearing what is going on with you. You guys are in my prayers :) I look up to how well you deal with situations- both good and bad!
Love,
Jena
June 22, 2011 at 3:15 PM
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